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TESTIMONY OF JESSICA BAQUERO

Shalom, I hope that this email finds you well.

This is Jessica Baquero. I know you've heard of me but have not really gotten the chance to introduce myself. I have been coming to B'Nai Yahshua for a little bit over a month now. A week before the conference began and I have got to say that I have felt at home completely even since the first day I got there. Seeking for the truth has been so hard, I feel like i have been lied to for so long. Then Johan introduced me to the names and it was something that took me a little to get used to but definitely praise YHWH for it. It would not have come so easily if it weren't for YHWH. I have never looked forward to worshiping on Shabbat... but now come the end of the week... or what is called Friday, I can't wait till sundown to welcome his Shabbat and worship!!! I have to admit am not yet in the best of understanding Hebrew, but with time it will all fit into place. I have been blessed to come to where you teach. You are definitely a man of YHWH speaking truth no matter where you go, and teaching it not because you feel like that's what you want to teach but because it is what he placed on your heart. You can feel it and i most certainly saw it yesterday. You know the past three weeks I was observing what people did to the Torah when it was taken out. I didn't understand and I was going to and was planning on writing you an email because the curiosity was just growing more and more. Well see I was raised a Christian all my life, Baptist, catholic, disciples of Christ.... you name it I probably went to it. I had never seen this before and so I began to wonder. When the Torah came around yesterday I just felt like someone whispered in my ear.... kiss me and so I did. although I had no idea what i was doing I did it, and boy was I in for a surprise! I asked the lady next to me, what it meant when we kiss the Torah... she explained it to me not thoroughly, then you said what we were going to speak about, I closed my eyes and thanked YHWH and by the time you finished it was so evident that YHWH used you to explain that to me. My desire was so big, he explained it to me through you, and I didn't reject him. This time I took him. On my way home I was crying with so much joy because he loves me that much. One message and I felt like it was just for me. The blessings have become more abundant then ever.... His truth I just want to share it with everyone whether they want to hear it or not. Oh well, sometimes it's just not for everyone as long as am obedient and do my part. Someone has to tell them! It's so simple why we kiss the Torah and you better believe that it will not just go by me anymore. Am not letting him just walk by.... not now not ever! now I definitely understand and the curiosity is all gone. He's so faithful to us even when we just let him walk right by us. Never giving up on us but instead encouraging us and waiting for us to come back to him and his ways. To follow his truth. He does everything in his perfect timing, and it's just amazing to see it time after time. How I can feel like that message was just for me, hey maybe it was and I sure am glad I was there!!!! After the names comes everything else. The truth, his Torah!!! I just felt inclined to write you to share this with you. I have never felt like this, so inclined to follow his Torah. There were times in which I wondered why I kept falling and with my walk with at the time..." the lord ".... no wonder I kept falling. Now it's so clear, why else? Because I wasn't following his Torah, I wasn't in the truth. But, even then I went through all those things because He had a plan for it all. So that I can be like the world and i can come and teach other his Truth. This is just the beginning and am so excited to come into this new journey, where the bible is the most interesting book there is. Filled with prophecies and truth, not just any truth but HIS TRUTH!! I see it in a totally new way and have and continue to see what man have done. Changed the bible and did whatever they wanted with it with the help of satan... but it was partly their fault for just following and not seeking for the truth. we can't count on men they will always let us down! but satan will get his reward sooner or later. I just give Thanks to YHWH for revealing himself to me so that I may live in his truth his Torah and not ignore it any longer, the way church did and how I so blindly followed. Well with all that said, hopefully I will see you on Yeshiva for some more truth and excitement as I come to know YHWH on a more personal level. Thank you for being a tool in my relationship with YHWH.

Jessica